I am smiling at the moment. I know, it has been a while since I have opened my humblesouls blog and I so much miss everything in it. Have been busy as usual with work. And today, I had the time to walk in to some stalls at the mall to finalize what I wanted as throw aways for our wedding. I have gone through my new Wedding Essentials' Volume 4 Issue I for January to June 2008 and I said before that I am completing my copies until the day I get married. I had it with me for a couple of days untouched with only four pages skimmed.
I dunno, there are mixed emotions going on maybe because I am so nervous of the big day, as well as preparing for it and yet I am finally decided to settle down with this running 8-year old boyfriend-dad-of-my-kiddos.
Late in the afternoon, I met my friends Jacqui and Jetro at SM Mega Mall together with his son Ethan, my daughter Gaielle and our little friend Blythe, and I was telling them all that maybe I am a bit ready to say I DO after all the troubles.... long pause.... should I say? And were any troubles? Hahaha... Friends and relatives who do know me may understood what I'm saying. And there's this feeling of TYING YOUR LIFE with the man you choose to be with lifetime... but this is it. I finally said MY YES early of April last year and there I believe there will be no turning back.
NO DOUBT. The man has been with me through thick and thin, and I if I were to choose between the man I love and the man who loves me I'll offer my entire life the most to the man who loves me. There's one and only best way to describe a special person who has showed me his great respect, dignity and courage despite our situation today-- I am so blessed to have him. Driving home from the office yesterday at dawn after he has fetched me-- there's just so much going on inside me I cannot express. I just looked at him and whispered THANK YOU, for every single thing.
I dunno, there are mixed emotions going on maybe because I am so nervous of the big day, as well as preparing for it and yet I am finally decided to settle down with this running 8-year old boyfriend-dad-of-my-kiddos.
Late in the afternoon, I met my friends Jacqui and Jetro at SM Mega Mall together with his son Ethan, my daughter Gaielle and our little friend Blythe, and I was telling them all that maybe I am a bit ready to say I DO after all the troubles.... long pause.... should I say? And were any troubles? Hahaha... Friends and relatives who do know me may understood what I'm saying. And there's this feeling of TYING YOUR LIFE with the man you choose to be with lifetime... but this is it. I finally said MY YES early of April last year and there I believe there will be no turning back.
NO DOUBT. The man has been with me through thick and thin, and I if I were to choose between the man I love and the man who loves me I'll offer my entire life the most to the man who loves me. There's one and only best way to describe a special person who has showed me his great respect, dignity and courage despite our situation today-- I am so blessed to have him. Driving home from the office yesterday at dawn after he has fetched me-- there's just so much going on inside me I cannot express. I just looked at him and whispered THANK YOU, for every single thing.
